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I just want to eat it all away...
I'm upset.My sister called me today and asked me to loan her $1,000. She had fallen behind on bills and needed the money as a bridge until she could get caught up. There was only one condition: I...
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WTF
Probably the most overused 3 letters in the English Language these days, but they're totally appropriate in my situation.I've lost 1.2lbs in the last 14 days.WTF!!!???I've been walking, lifting...
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Puppy Mills are stinker
For those of you who know me, you're well aware that I'm very anti-puppy mill. I can never put into words the horrors that occur in these places. I can't even get past the home page when I look at this...
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God, I'm a dancer
Last night was a big night for me. I attended my first dance class in 8 years!I grew up dancing and from the time I was 3 took class weekly. As I improved, I practically lived at the studio. When I...
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Discomfort
I hate being uncomfortable. So much so that every time I feel slightly uncomfortable, I reach for food, caffeine, nicotine, or alcohol. Lately, I'm trying to think before I reach and have noticed a...
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I wouldn't feed that to a DOG.
Sound familiar? Yeah. You say it when something is super gross and not fit for human (or canine) consumption. Tonight as I was feeding my 3 pugs I thought "I monitor every bite that goes into their...
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Oprah
Ok. I'm not proud of it, but Oprah totally changed my life. Last week's "best life" show about falling off the wagon totally motivated me to get back on it. 7 days later, I'm still riding the wagon...
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Wagon...what wagon?
Ugh. I hate starting anything because failing sucks so bad. Things were going well and then, just like that, they weren't going well at all. Here I am again. I'm depressed, tired, craving crappy food,...
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Bad Directions
I hate the world.I've been spending an offensive amount of money working with a homeopath and chiropractor trying to figure out why I can't lose weight/stick to a weight loss plan. I have been very...
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Stress
Auditions are coming up soon. I knew that and was totally fine with it until I received the email inviting me to callbacks. Now I'm in a big gay panic about auditions. It's so weird. Suddenly I'm...
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I can do anything
I'm so bored of my dramatic "I'm starting over again" posts, but here is yet another one. Whatever. You only truly fail when you stop trying, right?The new plan is a four pronged attack being guided by...
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Cruising
For a while I've been asking God to help me find an activity I genuinely enjoy. I remember a time when I moved my body just for the joy of moving my body. Dance used to be my only outlet in that...
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Clothes don't make the woman, but they sure do help
So, there was a time when I was more than just my wardrobe. Since then, my discomfort with my size has continued to be compounded by the fact that I didn't own anything cute (or, more importantly, that...
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GET IN LINE!
In my quest to take on more activities that I genuinely enjoy, I have been thinking of little Champagne and the activities SHE enjoyed. In addition to bike riding, little Champagne loved to roller...
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What I've learned since 2007: Part 1
1. I know why I abused my body for all those years.I can’t speak for everyone because the reasons overweight people abuse food are as unique as people are unique, but I know why I abused food. I could...
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What I've learned since 2007: Part 2
2. I learned to love myself, flaws and all, by disengaging from what author Geneen Roth has named ‘The Voice’. We all have it. That ‘little voice inside our heads’. Our ‘conscience’. What this voice...
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